:) haha. band AGAIN!
well...hema say everyone blogging abt..ahems.
so i thot haiz juz blog oso since i no mood bathe..
theres been like alot of unhappiness in band...i feel as tho alot of ppl are getting upset..
all these disciplining things just feel like they re breaking lotsa bonds..
its no more friend friend or senior junior...its like superior and inferior...
so.. many ppl feel tt theyre being accused and not being appreciated and at ease
i used to find band fun..but now its just gets so..draggy and scary in fact.
someone can just shoot an arrow at u anytime. or just oppress you till u feel like shit.
hmm. sometimes...is it a matter of respect or injust?
some things are so blurry...it can just be a misunderstanding...
but yeah i guess theres quite alot of er..injustice...
speak up or not? if u do u might just drown urself...
if u dont den theres a battle against anger inside
haha but seriously i dont get it. actually hardly anything
so..yeah im not feeling much...
but even tho..im not directly involved..or getting involved...
im getting affected..i feel so many stares around the room.
as in stares of bad..no.. scary stares..like murderous stares..
which is really threatening...ahhh. scarie.
anyways! i guess u'll meet 'superiors' like these everywhere
especially in the workplaces..where all the backstabbers and cunning people are.
how often are there fair and just people...
just watching my stressful mum come home from work scares me.
wonder whats the world like outside..
so...im looking forward to friday...:) nothing much is gonna happen
dunno whos going to the jbp oso...and the cool tuba concert...
and! my bros concert:) hehe its like gonna be his last so must watch <)
im sooo nice. these are ppl worth looking up to.
but seriously ive got no idea wheres the tix!!
oh well my new instrument is delayed! so i gotta keep my cloth longer in my bag...
i cant bear to use it on my current instrument...which is hopeless.
well. not hopeless. er...no where near hope. haha.
so tomoro going early again..this time to seriously practise..
but ive been so worn out lately...just wanna sleep one night thru.
been sleeping at like ten..
is this what a holiday is like! esp a super busy one..
a sorry won't hurt.
or a sincere apology.
so many things to look forward to next year!
tomoro will always be a better day!
because the sun will rise again! :D
yay!
tadaa~
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